This site is an account of some experiences I have beent through since having a mental illness.  I wish to use this site to reach out to other people in similar circumstances as these to make others realise they are not the only ones who go through such weird things.

I was 19 when I was first diagnosed with Schizophrenia and 7 years or so later with Bi-polar as well.....until then it was just labelled psychoaffective disorder.  I want to be able to tell people of my experiences so that others may realise what people with mental problems go through and how hard it is for us to function in 'normal day life'.  With this information I hope to bridge the gap between people that do not suffer from conditions such as this and people that do, and to offer insight into mental health problems.  I also want to remove the stigma attached with the label Schizoprenia and allow people to realise that is not voices that tell you to do horrible things like in Psycho the movie, but a less direct and just as destructive way that voices talk to us, usually not to harm others, but to defend ourselves from other people because to us THEY are acting weird, not us!  Believe me this is opening a can of worms, but I believe because I am well enough to voice it in a way that other normal people can understand I may be able to do this hopefully.  Please be open minded about what you will read.....these are delusions and hallucinations that are not easily explained by the written word, a video would recount it better....but this is all the resource I have at this time.